I remember when doing my weekly art post was easy. Well, not easy... but more organized? No, that's a lie too. I usually scrambled to come up with something at the last minute. Not always, but usually.
But if feels like I've gotten a lot more lazy over these years. Which is silly, because I probably draw a lot more than I did when I was 15. And harder, too. But because I don't spend an entire day devoted to a single drawing and making it as over the top and detailed as possible, it feels like I'm falling short.
It's probably time I moved the goal posts, but I'm a perfectionist. If I'm not working at 120% then I clearly don't care. Even if I care a lot.
Which is probably why I still feel physical pain when I try and post something... less clean. Like this. Even when I like it, it still hurts when I do this.
Hm. I was probably going to go somewhere with that train of thought, but heck if I can remember what it is now. Oh well.
I'm tired from this week and want to go to bed.
I think that might be the basic gist...
I push myself to my limits far too much.
Don't believe a word of it, but that's probably what's happening.
Mm. Anyway.
I have a splatfest session with my cousins tonight, so I should probably get to that.
I'll probably feel better tomorrow. A good rest will cure any depressing mood... or so I'm told.
See ya! *picks up controller and prepares to murder the innocent*
Being a perfectionist is rough. I like your art sketches as well. I like the design on that skirt. Looks like a fire skirt.
ReplyDeletePerfectionism is indeed rough. I'd ask to uninstall it, but that sounds like too much effort. Far too lazy for that. XD
DeleteThe flamey skirt was difficult, but I think it turned out okay. So thank you! :)